I had such a good day today, like the best day… Like better then I’ve had in a long time. I have been working on a project with a friend of mine and today we were involved in a photo shoot… this was outside of my comfort zone..
I dont like to share my creative self with people (to afraid they wont like it) but it was great, we took some really great pics and it has inspired me to keep moving forward with my ideas…
I’ve listened to this song, hundreds of times, and I just recently realized that she is talking about music…. “Always In My Head”
A rainbow of rhythm stretches across the sky An airplane in the distance, plays a beautiful cello line It’s no coincidence; it’s in tune with the music in my head If you were a shoulder you’re where I would rest, but I am your vessel so I hear, you
[Chorus] In my head,you’re always in my head In my fears,you’re always in my head In my joy,you’re always in my head In my tears, you’re always in my head
Disclaimer: Normally I am positive, inspire, confident and motivated. So don’t take this post for face value, I am having a moment that has last a few weeks now…
For the last few weeks I have been feeling blah…. Overweight and pretty much unhappy with the present state of my life. I have always tried to push myself to do things that are outside of my comfort zone. But for the last two weeks I have been blah! about everything, doing the very least to get from one day to the next.
I am using this blog to type out my frustrations, leaving them on the screen and living outside of my head. Changing the way I think and returning to the positive person I no is under whatever this is that is happening… during this period I will be eating better, exercising, trying mediation and becoming more comfortable in my skin
Too much on my mind Too much on my mind Too much on my mind Too much on my… La la la la la la la la la Here I am thinking again All lost in my brain But I know I should get up and get out of it I gotta keep moving But here I am lost all up inside my brain Can’t stop thinking, reminiscing. Can’t stop. Can’t let go. But when I wake up, And one day I will do it, I have let you go
Nd everything I went through was beautiful I have let you go And everything I went through was beautiful Maybe I, right now, can’t see the forest full of trees So lost behind hurt But I’m trying everyday exponentially To move forward O you know how it feels to be lost? But when I wake up Everything I went through would be beautiful When I wake up And I will wake up It’s gonna be beautiful Down to to my left side (Last cry) Feeling I could fly (Feeling I could fly) All day, up high. Sweeter than the sugar on a cinnamon treat Or an ice cream That was me But I’m feeling like I’m in a nightmare Fear of loving somebody, everywhere Oh Lord, I need this confirmation, this affirmation That when I wake up Hen I wake up Everything I went through will be beautiful When I wake up Everything I went through will be beautiful Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up