All Lost In My Brain
Good Day

I had such a good day today, like the best day… Like better then I’ve had in a long time. I have been working on a project with a friend of mine and today we were involved in a photo shoot… this was outside of my comfort zone..

I dont like to share my creative self with people (to afraid they wont like it) but it was great, we took some really great pics and it has inspired me to keep moving forward with my ideas…

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My New obsession…. Emeli Sande

I love her music, if you dont know who she is, her more popular song is Next to Me also listen to Suitcaseemeli sande… 

I have been listen to her stuff all day, her voice is so soulful

I’ve listened to this song, hundreds of times, and I just recently realized that she is talking about music…. “Always In My Head”

A rainbow of rhythm stretches across the sky
An airplane in the distance, plays a beautiful cello line
It’s no coincidence; it’s in tune with the music in my head
If you were a shoulder you’re where I would rest, but I am your vessel so I hear, you

[Chorus]
In my head,you’re always in my head
In my fears,you’re always in my head
In my joy,you’re always in my head
In my tears, you’re always in my head

Feeling Down

Disclaimer: Normally I am positive, inspire, confident and motivated. So don’t take this post for face value, I am having a moment that has last a few weeks now…

For the last few weeks I have been feeling blah…. Overweight and pretty much unhappy with the present state of my life. I have always tried to push myself to do things that are outside of my comfort zone.  But for the last two weeks I have been blah! about everything, doing the very least to get from one day to the next. 

I am using this blog to type out my frustrations, leaving them on the screen and living outside of my head. Changing the way I think and returning to the positive person I no is under whatever this is that is happening… during this period I will be eating better, exercising, trying mediation and becoming more comfortable in my skin

Wish Me Luck, :)

“When I Wake Up”

Too much on my mind
Too much on my mind
Too much on my mind
Too much on my… La la la la la la la la la
Here I am thinking again
All lost in my brain
But I know I should get up and get out of it
I gotta keep moving
But here I am lost all up inside my brain
Can’t stop thinking, reminiscing.
Can’t stop. Can’t let go.
But when I wake up, 
And one day I will do it, 
I have let you go

Nd everything I went through was beautiful
I have let you go
And everything I went through was beautiful
Maybe I, right now, can’t see the forest full of trees
So lost behind hurt
But I’m trying everyday exponentially
To move forward
O you know how it feels to be lost?
But when I wake up
Everything I went through would be beautiful
When I wake up
And I will wake up
It’s gonna be beautiful
Down to to my left side (Last cry)
Feeling I could fly (Feeling I could fly)
All day, up high.
Sweeter than the sugar on a cinnamon treat
Or an ice cream
That was me
But I’m feeling like I’m in a nightmare
Fear of loving somebody, everywhere
Oh Lord, I need this confirmation, this affirmation
That when I wake up
Hen I wake up
Everything I went through will be beautiful
When I wake up
Everything I went through will be beautiful
Gotta wake up
Gotta wake up
Gotta wake up
Gotta wake up